me 'n Ewan

My Immortal - a BAngel fanmix

There is so much love in this fanmix. I hope you download and enjoy it.



Information, Artwork & Download below

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Let's see if I can remember to say everything I wanted to say.
PLEASE COMMENT IF SNAGGING
a.At first, I was not going to include the usuals, Close Your Eyes, Full of Grace & Wild Horses because, well, everyone has heard them ten million times but this is my first Buffy fanmix and I couldn't just NOT include them since they do remind me of BAngel every time I hear them and they are essential to the couple's history. So, please don't begrudge it.
b. Lost In You is NOT a country song - don't prejudge, take a listen
c. Please do not complain that all the songs are in one file. You can simply delete the ones you don't want but I'm not going to upload them individually
d. I copied and pasted the lyrics and I did not spell check or read them very thoroughly so please excuse any grammatical errors which I know there are some of.
e. the artwork is included in the zip file so no need to download them from here. I've just included them for preview purposes.
f. i kinda went chronologically in their relationship but not too strictly
g. a few of these songs I discovered from awesome fan videos so I don't take credit for "assigning" them to BAngel. This is just a compilation of songs that remind me of them.
h. i tend to hear most songs from Angel's POV ..BUT...I also hear songs in "duet" from Angel and Buffy so some verses fit his POV well while other verses fit hers.

their "official" song. i think it's beautifully haunting.


Lost In You ~
season 1/early season 2 - the discovery of love (both POVs)
Heaven knows
I'm head over heels and it shows


Breathe ~
season 1/season 2 (actually, pretty much their whole relationship but emphasis on the early stages) - the physical and intense attraction of the vampire and human slayer (mostly Angel's POV but can be Buffy's too)
I grasp at my heart, That burns in my chest,
It's your precious art, That makes my soul stressed.
I run short of blood, light headed I swoon.


Hell To Sell ~
season 2 (and whole relationship) - this one is all about the sexy and intense physical attraction (Angel's POV) (this song is SEXAY!)
Oh, I can show if you want to know exactly how to say her name
To make her scream and shout, but not from pain


Pretty Girl ~
late season 2/season 3 - I drew the artwork based on the Angelus relationship but you can also easily take this into context from the third season
She's beautiful as usual
With bruises on her ego and
Her killer instinct tells her to
Be aware of evil men


Full of Grace ~
season 2 - everyone knows this one but I couldn't leave it off. *sniff* (Buffy's POV)


My Immortal ~
set during "Anne" (early season 3) - Buffy can't escape the pain of Angel's death (Buffy's POV)
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase


Missing You ~
set during "Anne"/early season 3 - Buffy trying to cope with Angel's death (i love this song beyond description) (Buffy's POV)
tell me that i'm gonna wake up, it's just a bad dream...
whatever you choose to tell me, please say he didn't die


White Flag ~
season 3 - it's hard to let go even after all that has happened. they still love each other desperately (Both POVs)
[buffy]I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
[angel]I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
[both]There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be


Flying High ~
season 3 - they are, oh so still attracted to one another. the temptation is there but they know it will cost Angel his soul...(mostly Angel's POV)
Looking at you
And you are looking at me
And we both know what we want...
Wish I could spend the night
But I can't pay the price


Slow Dancing In A Burning Room ~
season 3 - the breakup song. :( [despite that, i chose to not use Prom pictures on here because I used them on a different song] They both know it's coming but it's Angel who makes the first move. (Angel's POV) [I vidded this song. To check it out : visit my website]
This is the deep and dying breath of
This love that we've been working on


Wild Horses ~
season 3 - another one that everyone knows but can't be left off a BAngel mix


Goodbye My Lover ~
season 3 - to me, this is THE bangel song. Angel's exit. (mostly Angel's POV but could be both)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me


Seperate Ways ~
btvs seasons 4&5/ ats seasons 1 & 2 (or till the end) - Despite his leaving, Angel still loves Buffy with all his heart and wants only the best for her (Angel's POV)
Here we stand
Worlds apart, hearts broken in two....
Take care my love
Miss you love


I'll Always Be Here For You ~
seasons 4 and beyond - inspired by "Forever" - Angel and Buffy will always be there for each other in times of need. They support one another. (Both POVs)
we'll be there for each other
cause you're the best friend i've ever had


Dreaming With A Broken Heart ~
ats season 3 - this is MY version of how Angel should've mourned Buffy's death (I was never happy with how this was handled on the show) (Angel's POV)
Wondering could you stay my love
Will you wake up by my side?
No, she can't
Cause she's gone, gone, gone


Send Her My Love ~
ats season 4 (or anytime in Angel) - inspired by "Orpheus" but this song applies well to any time period on Ats - Angel still remembers the pain of breaking Buffy's heart and longs for her (Angel's POV)
The same hotel
The same old room...
She needed so much more
Than I could give
We knew our love
Could not pretend...
Send her my love
memories remain


Big Girls Don't Cry ~
btvs season 7 - episodic of "Chosen" - this is exactly what Buffy meant by her "cookie speech" [I vidded to this song. You can view it here @ my website]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do


Rear Cover/Track Listing


DOWNLOAD THE ZIP FILE HERE. 84.1MB
Enjoy! And feedback is crack love.


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Oh BAngel. How I miss them so. :(

And dear god it's so nice seeing someone I know on my flist. XD I've been spammed by comic con stuff and my ickle heart can't take it anymore....... XD
lol! I took a tiny tiny quick peek, drooled over Rob and then had to finish this fanmix. It's off to bed now so Rob will have to wait until tomorrow. :(
wow, this looks amazing! Just downloaded the .zip. Can't wait to check it out.

Where'd the picture from the cover come from?

Thanks!!! :) :) :)
haha Glad you like it. :) It was nice to go back to them. I've been so focused on other fandoms recently that I haven't given them much attention. :(

I was just informed that the file is corrupted. I am re-uploading if you'd like to check back.

Edited at 2008-07-25 04:44 pm (UTC)
Thank you for sharing this - I am currently downloading.

I really love this pairing.

I haven't listened to the songs yet (obviously) but I wanted to add that your artwork is wonderful.

Edited at 2008-07-25 10:08 am (UTC)
Thanks! I was just told the file is corrupted. I'm re-uploading if you want to check back.
Ohh, nice song selections!

I'm not going to snag from you simply because I don't want to download the whole mix (I had over 1000 songs on my old computer when it crashed and I already have 200 on this one and I don't want to overdo it!) but you have reminded me of a few songs I'd love to download; namely, "Close Your Eyes" (*sniff*), "Pretty Girl," "Goodbye My Lover," and "My Immortal."

AMAZING Cover art, by the way! :D
Thanks :) Every few months, I burn the pictures of music on my pc onto cds because I don't like to clog up my hard drive. I also have a kickass external drive for this kinda stuff too. :) Maybe you can eventually do something like this?
gah! so sorry. let me check and make sure i have link typed correctly....OKAY, should be working now. :) Sorry bout that. I had an extra / in the address by mistake.

Edited at 2008-07-26 02:26 am (UTC)
Oh Crystal, this is so beautiful! So much pretty on every page. I was going to tell you which couple of pages I liked the best but seriously, I love them all. Nice work. I have downloaded and look forward to listening!

You did mention that some of these songs you discovered while watching vids, and I'd love to see them if you have any links.
Thank you. I spent entirely too much time on them. A couple of the pages I don't like but oh well. My favorite is "White Flag" - I like the look of that one.

The ones I got from videos were
Wish I Could Breathe I also like her Were You Ever In Love? vid

Pretty Girl (i'll have to give you the link later because the vid is on my external drive which I don't have right now and I can't remember who the vidder was)

(i vidded to Slow Dancing In A Burning Room and Big Girls Don't Cry myself and you can see those at my website: http://thenewdeep.com I think you've watched them before though. I know you commented on Imeem on one of my vids...I recommend dling them though because Imeem seems to get off-track with the audio somehow.)
oh, i sure did. interesting........... I don't think i required credit for the manip though so they probably felt it would be fine to use it. would be nice if people told you though.
wow this is an amazing mix! great song choice!